This week I had to look to other students blogs as well as do some external research because while I really enjoyed the story, and picked up on the more than obvious sexuality, I didn't really connect it to a meaning or representation or metaphor pertaining to Irish culture. Thankfully Colleen posted those guidance terms/ideas and it led me to some interesting websites. I'll list some of them for you-
http://www.mysteriousbritain.co.uk/folklore/vampire-folklore.html
http://www.irelandseye.com/aarticles/history/events/dates/emanc.shtm
http://www.irelandseye.com/aarticles/history/events/dates/emanc2.shtm
Whether or not those websites qualify as "scholarly" has yet to be determined... Additionally, I referred to the book Blood Read: The Vampire as Metaphor in Contemporary Culture edited by Joan Gordon and Veronica Hollinger.
For me, Carmilla was a love story for the soul, and not at all "lesbian". The connection that Laura and Carmilla experienced was physical, mental, emotional, other worldly. I don't like to use the idea of Lesbian undertones, because I think there's a certain attitude associated with such a label, and clearly the love and desire was so animalistic and pure that it can't be defined by a label. Gothic literature often touches of powerfully dramatic feelings and emotion, and how delicious that Carmilla could provide so much classic text!
The first time we're introduced to the uncontrollable attraction is when Carmilla and Laura share their dreams from years ago, confirming that somehow they are kindred spirits meant to be.
" 'I wonder whether you feel as strangely drawn towards me as I do you; I have never had a friend-shall I find one now?'....... Now the truth is, I felt rather unaccountably towards the beautiful stranger. I did feel, as she said, 'drawn towards her,' but there was also something of repulsion. In this ambiguous feeling, however, the sense of attraction immensely prevailed. She interested and won me; she was so beautiful and so indescribably engaging" (Ch. 3).
In a matter of days their connection turns into a kind of unbreakable enslavement, and the mental intimacy they share starts to manifest in holding hands, kissing, and head laying.
"She used to place her pretty arms about my neck, draw me to her, and laying her cheek to mine, murmur with her lips near my ear,'Dearest, your little heart is wounded; think me not cruel because I obey the irresistible law of my strength and weakness; if your dear heart is wounded, my wild heart bleeds with yours. In the rapture of my enormous humiliation I live in your warm life, and you shall die-die, sweetly die- into mine.'..... And when she had spoken such a rhapsody, she would press me more closely in her trembling embrace, and her lips in soft kisses gently glow upon my cheek" (Ch. 4).
I find that passage, probably the most poetic and best description of the binary forces of their soulful connection. Laura is falling more and more in love, Carmilla seems to be feeding off that connection.
In doing independent research I did find some information about the vampire being metaphor for tuberculosis, and that made total sense to me. I read somewhere that TB claimed up to 30% of the population in major cities, like Paris, in the 1800s. Since it's easier to blame others for illness, and families not wanting to be stigmatized as being associated with someone with consumption (much like GRID/AIDS in the 80s), I guess I could understand why it was easier to explain a vampire lurking in the night waiting to fester on women and children. :)
